Archive for December, 2005

if u tot…

Monday, December 12th, 2005

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if u tot tt by being nice to ppl and ppl will treat u nice back?
HA! forget it!
(ppl will tell u when u "being nice cannot expect returns 1")

if u tot tt listening to ppl tellin u all their sad stories one dae when u R down they’ll lend u back that listening ear???
HA HA!! sorry hor, please forget abt that too..
 
(seow har? no more sad stories to tell u liao ppl hapi like f**k liao, still find u for wat??
u so free doesn’t mean ppl oso free like U hor!!
remember tt life u told them to move on??
yeah, they’R movin’ on - w/o U!
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if u tot tt bothering to b there for ppl ONE dae when u nid them they’ll b ard??
HAHAHA!! u must have been stoOpid  like mi!!!

(ppl will oni tell u "who ask u KPO??! 活該!!!")

好心是沒有好報的!!!

等待失去意义

Friday, December 9th, 2005

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只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里………………………….

stories tt made mi tink abt the way we treat ppl…

Tuesday, December 6th, 2005


stories tt make mi think about the way we treat people…

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In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table.
A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I’ll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..

You see, he couldn’t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

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In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king’s wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of theway.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never
understand!

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

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Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I’ll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

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陪葬

Sunday, December 4th, 2005

                                 

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                      erica told mi someting tt some1 sae abt mi :

                          "dun see ppl ching chai ching chai..
                 當一些人死的時候他們需要其他人跟他們一起陪葬"

    
    am i really so scary??? got meh?? really meh?? think wat? i QIN shi wang meh?
                                                                                 
         

Saturday, December 3rd, 2005

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it feels somewat alittle similar to smokin         
just like ciggies-i noe it does mi no good
                          i noe it really does nothing but kill mi eventually
                          i noe i’ve 2 stop but juz cant bear to
but to leave w/o it had never cross my mind
coz i oso noe that to leave w/o it oni means killin mi earlier then dyin from it
the pekchekness when it’s not within my grip
the emptiness when it’s not within my sight
the anger and frustration when i noe i will neVer have it!!

yet wat can i do abt it??

every1’s remindin mi of the shit i’m gettin myself into
itz like noein the wall is there but u still wana walk rite into it
noein itz gona hurt yet i juz wana throw my head towards it
noein it’ll b the same no matter wat i do but i still wana sink into it
obsessed? obstinate?? 
no very obvious it’s plain stupidity
dun ask mi when itz gona end coz itz not up to mi to decide
when it’ll end it’ll end..
al tt im askin 4 is when it finalli ends please dun come back again
i hav had enuf
the feelin is killin mi slowly
seepin into my body like tis invisible poison
it happened b4 and i’m allowin it to happen again
this wound tt’ll never heal
stop tis cruelty

knock tt hammer
bring out the sentance
let it heal or just pass the death sentance u’re the 1 with the power to decide so please do mi tis favor spare mi the torture
is tt too much to ask

i dunno how much more i can take on
so stupid of mi to even tinkin u’re the 1 to savage mi from this shit
allowin u into my life again
spare mi the pain i’m beggin u
once n for all juz kill mi
dun leave mi to die like dis
i rather have a fast 1 then to bleed to death like tis
                                            
                                                                                           Let_mi_die
                                                                                            
                                                                                              -juz kill mi-

tis is life?

Friday, December 2nd, 2005

trying to make ends mit we becums the slave of Monry
                                                                                  money then we die
                              

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You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet
I am here in my mould
I’m a million different people from one day to the next
I can’t change my mould
 
                  
                                                

                                                                I’ve never prayed
               but tonight I’m on my knees

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I need to hear some sounds
                                            that recognise the pain in me
            let the melody shine
                                             let it cleanse my mind
                                                                                  I feel free now
the airwaves are clean and there’s nobody singing to me now

trying to make ends meet try to find somebody then you die tis is life