Archive for November, 2005

beneath that mask…

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

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There is a mAsK, that covers up one’s true intentions
Once removed, things become very clear

Analyze behavior patterns to see beneath
the person that is presented to you, vulnerable through trust
life is a twisted maze of obstacles
Presented by people with a secret face

What’s on the outside, is not always all that is real
Live by caution, what I feel
When things are reversed
People are shown for what they are
The truth is revealed bAniSh the false!
Pacifying moments with an acquired disguise to obtain the things they want
By the anguish of someone else materialistic motives are fulfilled
Cherish the true, vulnerable through trust
Life is a twisted maze of obstacles
presented by people with a secret face

???

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

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sick and tired of being sick and tired…

Sunday, November 20th, 2005

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<(-(oo)-)>……………………………………………….

A little late for all the things you didn’t say
I’m not sad for you
But I’m sad for all the time I had to waste
‘Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there’d come a day

I’d set you free ‘Cause ….
I’m sick and tired Of always being sick and tired !!
Your love isn’t fair
You live in a world where you didn’t listen
And you didn’t care
So I’m floating …floating on air
No warning of such a sad song Of broken hearts
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasies were torn apart
I lost my peace of mind
Somewhere along the way
I knew there’s come a time
You’d hear me say
I’m sick and tired of always being sick and tired

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baby, don’t you break my heart slow…

Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

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You would run around and lead me on forever…
While I’m waiting home still thinking we’re together…
I was believing in you…
Was I mistaken? do you say what you mean?
I’d rather you B mean…
Than love and lie…
And I’d rather hear the truth…
And have to say goodbye…                               
I’d rather take a blow…
At least then I would know…

But baby, don’t you break my heart slow…

ridiculous…

Friday, November 11th, 2005

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i’ve just noticed tt in my life.. therez juz so freaking many ridiculous ppl!! 
they R juz so
ridiculously stupid…
ridiculously irritating…
ridiculously sad..
ridiculously unreliable…
ridiculously unexplainable…
ridiculously ugly…
ridiculously making mi mad…
ridiculously so much more that i’ll die of tryint o type all of them down!!!!

or mayb is it juz mi tt’s ridiculous??  but that’s really ridiculous!!! but then if it’s not mi then i really dunno howda explain this ridiculous anger tt’s eruptin in mi???  SO i’m the 1 tt’s actually really ridiculous! if not why the hell do i even bother to ridiculously post this ridiculously incomprehensive blog???

mayb.. it’s juz PMS..

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tears 2 shed…

Thursday, November 10th, 2005

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<(-(oo)-)>……………………………………………………………………

If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the wun it’s all the same
Yet I feel my heart is acheing
Though it doesn’t beat it’s breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it’s not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed….


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